The name of Jesus is above all other names...
I see the beauty of nature. The tears of a strong man. The vastness of the universe! Many wonderful inventions. I just have to say that the Lord Almighty is so great.
Everything happens for a greater purpose. To know its all part of a bigger plan, gives me an inner peace.
Its rainin in singapore now. I can see the trees and the birds dancing arnd, exalting His name. All creation praising His Holy name!
What a mighty presence of God i feel now.
I hope He loves me just as much as He did wen i was born, eventhough i ve become a wretched sinner!
I love God..
He blesses me far more than i deserve! He keeps me safe and sound. Always gives me a helping hand right wen i need one. He has NEVER left my side :)
~God is GREAT!!~
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Friday, October 20, 2006
random sweet nothings
its almost 3 months now that i ve been in singapore. never got any time to write anythin bout my whole new chapter. i still dont have any time. jus wanted to pop in a lil note about the thoughts running thru my head now.
i think my amnesia problem is getting self-repaired. i remember the past vividly now, and it makes me sob. i think of all the stupid things i have done with my short life.so much of possibility lay in front of me, and i didnt go thru any of the special paths.
i wish i had taken up gymnastics and guitar lessons. i wonder if 24 is too old.. should i have accomplished much more by now..?
im listening to Maroon5. feelin hopelessly wrong about many things i ve done. i want to be a better person. oh i d like to be like my mother. almost sinless.
i need forgiveness from two people in my life. maybe i ll go on feelin this way till i hear from them. need to know they r fine.. and selfishly hopin they wud forgiv me. i wudnt want to be punished.
im so caught up in all this rush here.. so much to do all the time.. i dont want to wake up one fine day and realize its too late and kno that i ve ran out of time to live. to see the colors of the sky and the deep ocean and the fields. i wish to return to vythiri (a beautiful place in kerala) sometime soon. wudnt want to miss the thrill of a second visit!
where r we all heading? the thot creeps into my brain many times now a days..wat is the ultimate goal. where wud u wanna be lying down during ur last few days on the face of the earth. who wud u want by ur side.
i cant imagine losing anyone i love. it wud disable my soul. i wish i d make a difference to someone s life - touch someone thru my life.
thru my course here, i ve realised more than ever.. how wonderfully we have been made. i think the human body is the most intriguing thing i ve ever come across. Still so many mysteries to unfold. Man will never be able to completely understand the truth about the universe.
i ll drift into thoughts of some pleasant things in my life.. a puppy's cold nose touchin my palm. an innocent baby staring into my eyes. the ummm taste of chocolates and cake. lovely yellow flowers. shades of color. greenery- a tropical forest with crimson blue butterflies fluttering around. a thundering afternoon rain and music with lotta wonderful strummin of the guitar.. :)
I should really snap out of my pleasant dream and "get bac on track" and start hurryin away like everyone else.. not realising that life is ticking away.. do my daily chores - make submissions - proj presentations - and warm my chair with books strewn over my table!
And there vanishes all my random thoughts and here arises a stream of ordered thoughts of things that need to be done, as usual..
i think my amnesia problem is getting self-repaired. i remember the past vividly now, and it makes me sob. i think of all the stupid things i have done with my short life.so much of possibility lay in front of me, and i didnt go thru any of the special paths.
i wish i had taken up gymnastics and guitar lessons. i wonder if 24 is too old.. should i have accomplished much more by now..?
im listening to Maroon5. feelin hopelessly wrong about many things i ve done. i want to be a better person. oh i d like to be like my mother. almost sinless.
i need forgiveness from two people in my life. maybe i ll go on feelin this way till i hear from them. need to know they r fine.. and selfishly hopin they wud forgiv me. i wudnt want to be punished.
im so caught up in all this rush here.. so much to do all the time.. i dont want to wake up one fine day and realize its too late and kno that i ve ran out of time to live. to see the colors of the sky and the deep ocean and the fields. i wish to return to vythiri (a beautiful place in kerala) sometime soon. wudnt want to miss the thrill of a second visit!
where r we all heading? the thot creeps into my brain many times now a days..wat is the ultimate goal. where wud u wanna be lying down during ur last few days on the face of the earth. who wud u want by ur side.
i cant imagine losing anyone i love. it wud disable my soul. i wish i d make a difference to someone s life - touch someone thru my life.
thru my course here, i ve realised more than ever.. how wonderfully we have been made. i think the human body is the most intriguing thing i ve ever come across. Still so many mysteries to unfold. Man will never be able to completely understand the truth about the universe.
i ll drift into thoughts of some pleasant things in my life.. a puppy's cold nose touchin my palm. an innocent baby staring into my eyes. the ummm taste of chocolates and cake. lovely yellow flowers. shades of color. greenery- a tropical forest with crimson blue butterflies fluttering around. a thundering afternoon rain and music with lotta wonderful strummin of the guitar.. :)
I should really snap out of my pleasant dream and "get bac on track" and start hurryin away like everyone else.. not realising that life is ticking away.. do my daily chores - make submissions - proj presentations - and warm my chair with books strewn over my table!
And there vanishes all my random thoughts and here arises a stream of ordered thoughts of things that need to be done, as usual..
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